Thread:NightcoreRayRay/@comment-35120675-20190221232648

Ok, so apprently i still have perm to chat within my message wall

Heya guys who look upon my profile.

My ban exists on my profile not because i did anything bad or whatnot. Although i'm sure i already screwed up enough times on the wiki to actually deserve one. Rather, i requested myself to be blocked upon the wiki. Apparently ever since i got demoted from moderator which some of you know months ago back to last year. From then, I slowly began to lose, now basically lost my will to edit upon the wiki. I didn't realise that until last Christmas.

For a period of time after i got demoted from moderator, i sucked up my grief and tried to regain what i lost. Unfortunately that will only lasts for a period of time, you can say i gave up. But for me, getting back to being a moderator of the wiki is now but a hope dream. Not that i'm actually asking to regain my mod position now, i wouldn't be so to shame myself like that lol. (looking at you Ethicz...)

I'll miss the wiki dearly. But i now have gotten myself to fully believe that for the better for me and the wiki. I should take my leave from here; i don't know if i ever plan on returning or not. But if i do. I'll create a new message thread with this message on it:

Dear: Natercrawford 

'' Thank you for accepting my request to block me upon the wiki. I wish to return to the wiki to help contribute and support it once again. I have missed you all for a great period of time. But i now believe i may return to do what i can do best upon here.'' 